Of Sour Coffee and Stained Notebooks

 Hm. Coming back to this, I'm not sure what to write. A video popped up on my feed about the power of 'Mini Habits', and I was promptly reminded of this thing I was trying to do with mini-habits to accumulate progress. Guess I forgot about that. It'd be nice to write more, to be able to solidify my thoughts more, but at the same time I haven't really seen the point of just writing so much in general. Does there need to be a point? I guess writing often makes me feel accomplished? That's something to think about.

Going through books at the library, I'd keep finding that I couldn't really finish them without trying hard. I thought there was something wrong with my attention span. Maybe there is. Not until I got a book series that would siphon an hour at least from my day each time I picked it up that I realised that those other books just weren't right for me. It's a wonderful experience, finding the one thing that matches with you so well. But you have to go through a lot of things that don't work out with you, too.  Disappointment, self-doubt, impatience. Of course when applied to bigger things, like work or relationships, those are amplified ten-fold. Is there something wrong with you? I don't think so. There can be a million reasons why you don't click. It's all part of the process in finding the right friends, or a client that actually happens to be interested in what you have to offer. I guess sales people learn that lesson quickly. Is this another 'Stop...

As usual, time is flying by on a weekly basis while the days drag out. It's been weeks since my last entry, despite my hope that I'd be writing regularly. Instead, I've been studying for my exams, drawing, and taking up boxing classes. When I started the blog at the beginning of March, my daily routine was a lot different. Writing was one of the main goals of each day, as well as spending time into learning how to code. My exercise goals were more bodyweight workout focused, with pushups and squats being my main bar, while now I focus on running certain distances so I can improve my stamina to be better at boxing. Nowadays I certainly study and read a lot more, though I do think it would be better if I wrote as much as I did in March. When we focus on one thing, we're saying no to other things. It must be a way of life that we sway from one side of life to another at times. Sometimes on a daily scale, sometimes on a monthly scale. Days gone by, the feeling that we'v...